I started off this morning, dreading the day ahead. For the first time since placement started, I didn't want to go - I think it had to do more with myself and some feelings of inadequacy and also with all the assignments due next week, I just wanted to take a whole day off. A day that I could relax and do something fun without feeling screwed after - of course in reality that was not going to happen!

I guess the point of this is, it is now 8:21, there is still tons to do or rather I should do before I sleep tonight, I'm feeling a lot better from this morning. Wayne brought back Mikeys for dinner so that was delicious! You do miss it after not eating it for a while! mmm spicy pork and curry noodles! I am still feeling overwhelmed and there is still lots of expectations and tasks to do before this term is over, but there will be a light at the end of the tunnel. That sounds a bit morbid, but don't worry I'm not depressed

Also, I didn't bring my ipod today which I normally do since the bus rides are long. I was a little frustrated that I had no music to listen to but on the other hand I was so productive! I did some paper work and wrote out part of my blog..so maybe its good that I dont have my ipod all time, it gives me time to think.


This is not going to make sense to me later.

Apples

I never thought my first post after 3 years would be about apples! Its random I know, but I just have to share! I have recently discovered a huge liking to Fugi Apples! I went through stages of liking Red Delicious ( which are kind of bitter and leaves a weird taste in my mouth)and then Royal Galas ( which is still good) but now i really like Fugi, its so crisp and sweet and very thirst satisfying!!

Anyways, so I asked my housemate to pick me up some Fugi apples over the weekend. She found me some extra large fugi apples AND my mother also ended up buying me some normal fugi apples tooo.

Look at HOW BIG the extra large apple is!!

Heres to another try at blogging.

I have never really been good at writing nor do I do I always like to express my thoughts on line...but I will try to keep it up this time around.

waait for it.