it seems like everytime I try to be less careless..i end up being more careless...as much as you may be confused, it doesn't matter, but that's what it seems like this past week or maybe just more so today. There are things I do that are stupid and i know, but it's not like I WANT to do these things, so I can feel like I'm careless or have other people see me as careless and always messing up everything that I own.